Alive. 

Alive. 

There was a point in time when I didn’t feel anything. There wasn’t hurt or anger, no love or happiness. I just existed. I’ve never been the person to think about suicide, but, I was empty. Void of emotions. I didn’t really want to exist, but at the same time, I was afraid of what [...]

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But First…. Things I Want to Do Before Kids & Why Our Plans Don’t Always Work Out 

But First…. Things I Want to Do Before Kids & Why Our Plans Don’t Always Work Out 

Don't get me wrong, I adore children. I have always wanted kids. But I don't want kids right now.  When I was in my early years of college, I wanted to be married and have my first child by the time I was 25. I'm 24 and my birthday is in January, so I'll let [...]

Jamaican Me Crazy

.... Literally.  First stop on our Western Caribbean cruise was the gorgeous island of Jamaica. Looking out over the island from the 12th Deck gym was awe inspiring. Mountains, trees, houses, and beautiful waters.  We had no plans for Jamaica. Hop off the boat and explore. We ended up at this place called the Hip [...]

I’m Sorry

I’m Sorry

Anxiety is an ugly monster that shows up to the party uninvited. It lets itself in and grabs a drink and kicks his feet up, knowing it'll hang around past its welcome. His favorite hobby is ruining friendships, relationships, and torturing the host of the party. And for so long, I let him stay and [...]